The One Percent Factor - #33 in the series

Get the image that 99% of your awareness (99% of you) has located itself in a single cell on the end of your big toe.  And if you don’t happen to have a big toe, then have it be on one of your other toes.  And if you don’t happen to have any toes, then, for this example, mock some up.  Located on a single cell on the end of your big toe is your point of view of life and livingness. You are not even aware that you are located at the end of a toe much less that there are other toes and all the toes are on a foot that is connected to a leg that is connected to a torso, which has another leg, foot and toes, and there are arms with hands and fingers and there is a head fixed in a precarious position resting on top of this very interesting structure on which you have located yourself in a single cell on the end of one of its big toes.

The 99% of awareness that is you is life force that is either trapped in the lower mind in a turbulent state or if it’s not yet trapped it is in a highly vulnerable position in relationship to the lower mind.  This simply means that the content of the lower mind can easily be activated by your present time environment and exert compelling irrational influence upon your behavior and adversely impact your quality of existence.

Sometimes, in the proper agreed upon frame of reference, everything seems perfectly okay i.e., life is grand!  All is going great.  But these moments never seem to be completely stable. Just when all is going quite nicely some trigger happens to get pulled that sets into motion a string of irrationality that screws it all up. A blatant example of this is the highly irrational behavior displayed by one of NASA’s female astronauts early in 2006 (perhaps you will recall this incident). This individual, acting out some irrational computation originating from her lower mind, for all practical purposes, had deleted from broad public perception, the bulk of any prior noteworthy accomplishments.  She will not be remembered for being an accomplished astronaut.  She will, though, be remembered for a moment of irrationality that involved wearing diapers and spraying pepper spray in another woman’s face. The image was a disappointing and pathetic image that, at the time, was shoved into our universe by the media as part of their ongoing effort to make nothing out of something.  And, of course, this unfortunate moment of insanity rippled out from her to her victim and those connected to her victim, to her kids, her family, her relatives, her friends, her coworkers and so on.  In any event, this is the condition of life in the here and now and this is the state life has considered and agreed to be in, in this place and time in the physical universe illusion.  And what happened to this aberrated life unit in its current woman astronaut identity can happen to anyone of us because we are all traveling in the same boat that is primarily captained by the lower mind. Each one of us has our own peculiar compilation of irrationality that we can, in an instant, become the adverse effect of.

Now, let’s get back to our one percent factor example.

In the head of this body we’ve mocked up, you have a full 1% of free life or life force that is totally unaffected or influenced, in any way, by the content of your lower mind. This 1% is pure life (pure you) and exists in an uncontaminated state.  It is free life force that is very much connected to and fully aware of life as being its own universe.  For some wonderful reason it has been spared becoming the illusion it was a part of creating.  And that being the case, this 1% you of free awareness has a completely different viewpoint and point of view on life, livingness and the illusion than the 99% contaminated you.  In this 1% you there is still the ability to know all without the need of any data.  In fact, in this 1% you do know all while the 99% you only has that ability existing as potential. Without any doubts or reservations, this tiny percentage of you knows exactly where you are, what you are, who you really are and what the hell it is that you’re really doing.

Note: I want you to understand that the percents of 99 and 1 are completely arbitrary. . Unfortunately the 1%, in most cases, is extremely generous. The percentages from person to person will vary but will not vary to any marked degree among the life units on this planet. However, the power of life is so enormous that even the smallest fraction of free life force can make a tremendous difference in a life unit’s survival potential.

The free you, the 1%, happens to be in communication with the still free portions of other life units up and down the levels of the illusion as well as outside of the illusion.  In other words, these free fractions of uncontaminated life are being the life universe and are in full communication with life.  The part of you that remains free of the illusion is more than ready for the complete You and your playmates to go home.  As are the other free fragments of life that you are in communication with.  The problem is the bulk of what is you, the bulk of what is me and the bulk of what makes up the other life units is caught in a vast incredibly complex labyrinth both created and perpetuated by our own incredibly stupid shortsighted agreements including agreeing to being the effect of our lower mind.

If we happen to perceive the 1% of ourselves that is free, we commonly refer to that part of us as our conscience talking to us, or we think of it as our intuition, ESP, clairvoyance, sixth sense, our higher-self, angels or even God. Numerous other occurrences, that are categorized as being peculiar coincidences of life, dreams, synchronicities, or products of our wild imaginations are actually the result of the free us attempting to influence the unaware us to go in a certain direction, avoid something or someone, make a particular decision, etc. and all from the intention of becoming more self-aware, more conscious, more rational and being in a better and stronger state of operation.

The free you is constantly trying to, in some way or another, steer the 99%, heavily encumbered, you in directions that will hopefully lead to the 99% you waking up and remembering what the heck is going on and return to being who you really are.  As futile as this may seem from the point of view of the 99% you, that tiny piece of you that is free never considers what it is doing to be futile. The free you never gives up on the lost and trapped you and it never will. In fact, the concept of never or can’t does not even exist for the one percent you.

Note: In the last twenty plus years I have been able to develop a fairly decent line of communication between the 1% me and my 99% me. It began with me ceasing to invalidate this phenomenon that I couldn’t explain. Anyway, over this time I have managed to gradually increase the 1% me by probably as much as a hundredth of a percent so the free me is now around 1.001%. And let me tell you, that .001 % increase is of tremendous value. In any case, the communication line between free me and trapped me is very important. I am able (most of the time) to discern between communications from the 1.001% me and chatter from the lower mind. The 1.001% me does not tend to deliver its communications via audio, in other words, I don’t hear “voices” either inside of or outside of my head. The communications from the free me are conceptual. “Voices” verbalizing erroneous, nullifying and destructive chatter originate from the lower mind. Chatter from the lower mind is always toward succumb by way of commanding that the life unit enact wrong solutions for the present time situation. The lower mind is always making less out of something and its data and compelled behavior is always inappropriate to the present circumstances. Any self-doubt, self-invalidation, or any feeling of inadequacy, etc. is lower mind chatter that one can easily, especially if they are not aware of the existence of a lower mind, mistakenly identify as their own feelings and beliefs about themselves i.e., “This is just the way I am.” The chatter from the lower mind that can be heard as “voices” inside one’s head is just circuitry of lower mind recordings (recorded who knows when and under what circumstances beyond the typical pain and unconsciousness content) being played back. The 1% does not usually communicate in “voices,” except as depicted in the movies…for instance, Field of Dreams and Conversations with God, but communicates more in the form of gut instinct, intuition, through dreams, concepts and occasionally through other people.

There is another factor regarding the relationship between the 99% you and the 1% you that I want to inform you about. This factor concerns the time that passes from when a question is asked and an answer is received. For example, let’s say anytime that you ask Roger a yes or no question he always instantly responds with a “No” - even when to do so is obviously irrational. What happens is that your question enters the 99% Roger that is heavily enmeshed with all manner of mental machinery and lower mind circuitry e.g., the circuit that responds no to any yes or no question and the instant a question is received it gets the circuit reaction of “No” (totally a stimulus response). However, your question doesn’t necessarily stop there because your intention was such that you intended this question to reach the rational free person because you desired a rational answer to your question. Therefore, a few minutes, hours, days or weeks later (depending on your intention level and the person’s degree of mental machinery in active operation) your question arrives at the person and the answer is an instant yes, which is the rational response to your question. The obvious problem being, though, is that the rational answer, because of the delay, is no longer appropriate to the current situation, which is now at a different point in the time continuum. In other words you needed the answer at the time you asked the question, not a day or week later.

In my case, and for whatever reason, 1.001% me seems to be able to reach the 98.999% me best when I am writing. Whenever I sit down to write about something my writing will usually end up going in directions that I had no intention (at least the 98.999% me had no intention) of going. That being said, I want you to know that the bulk of the content of The Space Outside has been originated by the 1.001% me and, I have to tell you, the 98.999% me has been quite surprised in what has shown up on these pages and more than once it has attempted to, in some way, derail the writing of this material.

An Inept Doorman - #32 in the series

Now for some good news.  Not all of the life units chose to go down the dwindling spiral staircase as quickly as others.  There continues to be many life units playing in the illusion at the uppermost levels and, actually, at all the intermediate levels too.  Life, in the illusion, is in various stages of play.  But, for sure, all those life units that devolved to the point of denying where, what and who they really are, and are now considering themselves to be nothing more than meat bodies serving or not serving some supreme entity(s) or another, are most definitely off the illusion’s primary game board.  They are looked upon, by other life units still high in the game, as the shattered pieces.  By the way, when a life unit is still considered to be in the major game, there is no concept of work. It is only when a life unit dwindles off the major game board that the concept of work shows up. You could say that work is a penalty that life inflicts upon itself for not playing the senior game.

Well, I thought that was going to be good news but when you get down to the end it really doesn’t sound all that good does it?

We have come a very long way from a place that is not a place, to the creation of the physical universe illusion, to the beginning of time and then through time and various events of some importance in the illusion to almost the present.  Yes, we have come a long way but there is still a bit more left to show and tell in this unusual journey of ours.  As you might imagine, I have left out immense volumes of details and stories galore as we have made our journey.  There is so very much more that I could tell you but the truth is, that the rest of the story and the details are there for you to discover for yourself.  I am just the doorman and not a very good one at that.  I have just arrived on the scene to meet you at the curb and then escort you up a few steps or maybe we use the ramp instead, but whatever short path we take we’ll still arrive at the same location. In any event, all I can do is indicate where the door might be. See what I mean? If I was a good doorman I would not only find the door for you I would open it too. In reality, the actual journey has not yet even begun.  If you decide to continue further and are able to locate your door and then step across the threshold, you will not be alone on the other side.  I assure you that there are competent guides waiting to assist you.  I know this for a fact. 

Life Gets A Meat Body - #31 in the series

All right. We are now once again shifting our point of view and we find ourselves somewhere in the vicinity of one hundred and fifty trillion years or so (give or take twenty-five trillion) from present time.
 
In the beginning life thought the addition of the lower stimulus response mind was an incredible thing. However, there was much about the mechanics of this device that life did not understand and did not bother to understand. For example, life did not realize or understand that the lower level mind, with each recording that it made, was actually entrapping a degree of the life unit’s agitated life force within that recording that included impact, pain and unconsciousness. And, of course, as the life unit was consistently dwindling its awareness and abilities in order to have a game and then, because it kept doing bad things, it was continually reducing its abilities in an attempt to protect others from harm from itself. Finally, if this wasn’t enough, the lower mind was consistently trapping more and more life force, which also reduced the power of the life unit and built up the content of turbulent energy entrapped in the lower mind, hence, the mechanics of the lower mind remained completely obscure. In fact, the life unit eventually got to a point where it was not remotely cognizant that it even had, or ever had, a lower mind. In other words, the lower mind came to exist beneath the life unit’s level of awareness i.e., to the life unit there was no lower level mind and never had been. 

When we got ourselves on the downward side of the spiral staircase I suppose that we never even looked back.  We just kept taking one downward step after another.  And because we continually were reducing our knowingness, abilities and sphere of influence within the illusion, we never even noticed that each step we took was a bit smaller than the one before it.  But one thing is for sure and that is that every step down that we have taken lead us to taking the next downward step.

Well, from where we are in time in our journey, the next step down on the downward side of the spiral staircase was where life started to become oddly fascinated by lower life forms.  Do you recall me telling you the typical relationship that the life units had with the lower life forms?  Boy, by this time, has that ever changed!  Now, all of a sudden (whatever all of a sudden means when you’re talking in trillions of years), life is finding these lower life forms very appealing and they are particularly attracted to the sensations that these forms are emanating.  For example, those sensations generated in the act of reproduction and eating are exceptionally attractive to the life unit.  Sensations, which, by the way, are very low level sensations.

It doesn’t take much extrapolation to see where this is going.  Life begins to associate very closely with lower life forms of all types and shapes in all parts of the universe.  The lower life force has done its job remarkably well as there is a plethora of amazing life forms/organisms in existence.  Little by little the life units literally begin to move into and take over the controls of the lower life form species and this is where things really begin to get disgustingly interesting.  We now have life degraded to such a low level that it is pretending to be a lower life form.  We have life units with their higher and lower minds joining with living organisms that have only lower minds and memories on a cellular level but all the minds have their recordings in picture form and there is now confusion between those recordings of the life units’ minds and those recordings of the organisms’ minds.  In other words, the recordings get scrambled and you have situations where a life unit is looking at the picture recording made by the mind of an organism and the life unit’s mind makes a duplicate recording to file in its memory banks but it never was an actual experience of the life unit but now acts as a legitimate memory of the life unit.  The life unit considers that there is just one mind and that is the mind of the life unit.  The life unit has long ceased to be aware of ever having a lower mind installed and it certainly isn’t aware of the mind of the organism.  As you can see, this can get really, really, complicated.  Now add on over a hundred trillion years of recordings made by a life unit as it has existed in meat body societies and then you have complication squared and then multiplied.   And with every step down the situation just got worse and the life units became more and more trapped in their own quagmire.

When a life unit moves into and begins to identify with a meat body civilization, it brings into existence a set of circumstances that permits the lower level mind to be in an almost constant state of activation from a recording state of operation to a commanding state of operation.  Thus the free life force of the life unit is essentially being enmeshed or captured in the turbulent recordings of the lower mind and the life unit continually has less and less of its life force available to it.

Life units pretending to be lower life organisms have located themselves in extremely fragile and transient circumstances.  In that the existence of the lower life organisms is so susceptible to injury and death in such a harsh environment as that of the physical universe, the life unit is continually experiencing impact, pain and unconsciousness via the incredibly fragile organism it has associated itself with, which just acts to further beef up the content and power of the lower level mind.  For instance, just the enormous multitude of experiences regarding the repetitive birth and death of the countless organisms that the life unit occupies and animates not to mention all that happens to the life unit occupied organism between birth and death, accounts for tremendous quantities of content in the lower mind.  Content that at any time may be triggered into activation upon the life unit bringing about a less than optimum level of survival behavior that ripples outward from the life unit adversely affecting other life.

You see.  Every step down leads to the next step down and, as mentioned previously, every step down is a smaller step than the one before.  And each and every step has its unique viewpoint of life.  As the journey downward continues the games never end but keep getting smaller, more complicated, more serious, more uncomfortable, more painful, more deadly and the life unit continues to be increasingly less aware. The life unit goes into complete denial as to where, what and who it really is.  It cannot confront taking any responsibility for creating the condition it finds itself in so creates all manner of invisible all knowing all-powerful deities or deity to praise for its good fortune or blame for its misfortunes (the Babylonians, for example, had somewhere in the vicinity of 65,000 gods they had brought into existence).  And since the life unit cannot confront its own responsibility in creating the condition it is in, it forfeits control of its life and is unable to change or stop this painful condition it finds itself fixed in, so as a way out, it pretends that the length of life of the organism it calls self is its own length of life.  And when the organism dies the life unit gets to escape to a place of eternal comfort that is free of any pain or struggle.  At least that’s what some of the life units create for themselves and others create myriads of other scenarios that allow for some form of escape from the seemingly never ending cycle of birth, struggle for survival, death, birth, struggle for survival, death, birth and so on and so on for what seems must be an eternity.

Life Gets A New Toy - #30 in the series

While the lower life force went about populating the diverse and ever-expanding star and planetary systems with lower level life forms; the kind and degrees of sophistication that you cannot begin to imagine…the life units continued to play their games within games within games in the illusion.  And as they played they dwindled in knowingness, ability and understanding.  And as they dwindled, their games became smaller and smaller in originality and scope, as well as, increasingly more complex.

Not all of the life units were involved in the design and installation of the recording machine and stimulus response mechanisms into the lower life force.  In fact, as mentioned earlier, a specialized group of life units had volunteered themselves to take this project on (they had mocked themselves up to be considered specialized).  In any event, this little group of life units had become quite enamored with their wonderful creation and they heavily promoted to other life units and groups of life units how incredible this recording device was that they had come up with and how well it was working out.  This infatuation with their creation and promotional activity went on for quite some time and then there came a moment when the life units of this particular group decided they too would like to have one of these recording devices.  Something of this sort could really be a big help to them too.  Of course, it would have to be far more sophisticated than the one they had engineered for the lower life force.  Also, this one would not require a stimulus response mechanism as the life unit was completely capable of instant response in times of posing danger and, besides, this wasn’t being designed with survival in mind and life certainly wasn’t concerned with protecting an organism.  This was looked at more as being a fun toy to play with than anything else.

So the work began.

Note: I want to elaborate a bit here on the typical relationship that the life units had with lower life forms. The lower life forms, at this stage in time, were just grist for the mill of play in regards to the life units. They picked them up as needed to animate and play some game they were playing with other life units. Or they would use them to populate a new planetary system they had just finished building. In any event, the life units didn’t put much attention on these lower life forms and had no qualms about their wholesale destruction (the supply was endless) in the playing of a game. The lower life force that was the sole proprietor of the lower life forms worked to make life forms that appealed to the life units and fulfilled a diversity of needs including sources of energy for other lower life forms. Thus, the food chain, or food web, comes into being as a sophisticated source of energy supply for the myriad to the ninth power varieties of organisms.
 
Eventually a recording device was designed, engineered, fabricated and soon started being used by the specialized group of life units. They thought it was a wonderful gadget and they had a great time with it. Well, they began to inform other life units about what a blast these things were and what a great time they were having and it didn’t take very long before everybody had to have one of these new gizmos. Thus came into being what was to eventually become the mind of the life unit.
 
We are now going to make another shift in viewpoint to a time much later than this but still very distant from present time. What we find is that there is not a life unit one that is playing in this illusion that does not have a mind. Now remember, a mind is a mechanical device that came into being more as a toy than anything else. The life unit definitely didn’t require it as a tool. But that was then. Now, many games later, many cycles of reducing knowingness in order to have a game later, we see that life now considers that possessing a mind is essential to existence. Life has reduced its knowingness to such a degree that it considers that it cannot know without data. Therefore, a mind is a must have and the life unit has thoroughly enmeshed the mind into itself. The mind stores data in consecutive increments of energy imprints within its various and myriad compartments in picture form. If a life unit wants to know something it just looks at the data stored in the memory banks of its mind. But, you say, “There was a lot that went on before the mind came into existence. What about that?” Well, because of how life views the mind coupled with the fact that the life units have come so far down the spiral, life units do not conceive that there was existence prior to the mind. In other words, the life units consider that life began with the mind. And yeah, this condition did not occur overnight so what about all the recordings the mind made when it was considered a new toy to play with? Well, for reasons of which I do not know, those early recordings, even though they’re definitely in the memory banks of the mind, have been occluded behind a wall of energy put there by the life unit. Perhaps this occurrence was just another way for life to have a good game.
 
Note: You know, I really don’t enjoy relaying certain parts of this story. The further we descend the spiral I find the story to increasingly become a very painful, embarrassing and sad story. It is the story of something i.e., life that is magnificent beyond comprehension being gradually whittled down to almost nothing. And who or what is doing this horrible thing to life? Life is! Life is doing itself in by way of its decisions. Nothing, and I mean NOTHING, can be done to life without life first agreeing to have it done and agreeing to be either the positive or adverse effect of it. Oh how knuckle headed we have been!
 
If this is not bad enough, it gets worse. Life, I guess, gets even lazier. It moves into this idea that it also needs a stimulus response device added to its mind. In other words, life just wants to be able to put a lot of activities on automatic and forget about them. Having this stimulus response mechanism would really help a lot. So, long story short, life gets its stimulus response mechanism added to its mind. Essentially this means that the life units now have as a part of their mind, the same crude stimulus response mind, that any organism in the physical universe has. Life units in the physical universe now have a higher level mind and a stimulus response lower level mind. It is good. Or so life considers.

Lower Life Force Is Created - #29 in the series

At some point in all of this enormous magnitude of randomity (random motion) life decided to create a life force that would be the ruling entity of all mocked-up lower life forms that the life units were continually populating their many star and planetary systems with.  I don’t really know much about the actual motivation behind this but it seems to me that life was getting a bit lazy in the game and wanted to just put these life form mock-ups on automatic pilot so to speak.  The life force they allocated for this (they each contributed a little speck of their own life force to this endeavor) was quite limited in its ability and awareness.  For example, it definitely had awareness but it was not given enough life force to possess an awareness of being aware.  It was given evaluation ability but just enough to perpetuate the continued creation, existence and diversity of life forms (organisms) without life units having to have a hand in it unless they wanted to.  And, of course, this lower level life force, having been created by life could be controlled by life.  But, know this, the lower level life force, having come from life, is indeed a part of life, is the essence of life, and because it is such it is eternal and is not a part of the illusion.  And when we at our present and enormously reduced state of awareness, in present time, examine and study the myriad and varied products of this lower life force, regardless of whether we are evolutionists, creationists or other, we marvel at and are in awe of the level of sophistication and ingenuity that is exemplified in these creations.

Life, in bringing this lower life force into existence, gave the lower live force a prime directive.  This prime directive was the concept Survive.  Of course, to life and even to this lower life force, surviving is a paradox because life cannot do anything else but survive.  However, for the purpose of the lower life force and its mission to perpetuate the creation, existence and diversity of lower life forms i.e., organisms, the prime directive of survive was, not only appropriate but also quite effective.

Note: I would like to remind you to bear in mind that where we are in our journey right now is still a tremendously long, long, long way from our present time.
 
One of the tools that a group of life units had designed for the lower level life force was a recording device.  The lower level life force was not given the ability to know without data, which was an ability inherent to life units. Not having the ability to know in the absence of data proved to be quite problematic for the lower level life force.  Observing this complication, this specific group of life units designed a machine of sorts that would make these incredibly detailed recordings of the present time environment that any part of this lower level life force happened to be involved in. And this recording machine was in existence even on a microbial level i.e., every individual cell of any living organism came to have one. Also, this highly sophisticated recording device came equipped with memory banks where every single recording made could be filed, stored and accessed by the lower level life force.  By the way, as a side note, the lower level life force that the life units brought into existence was allowed the ability to subdivide itself and its awareness and attention on an infinite scale.  Now, back to this recording machine.  This special tool made its recordings as specialized energy imprints of the environment every twenty-fourth of a second or so.  And these imprints were made in picture form.  The lower level life force would analyze and evaluate the data contained in these recordings to assist it in evolving any particular line of lower life form into a condition bettered suited to survival.  Remember, to this lower level life force it’s all about survival.  Anyway, the machine also had a stimulus response mechanism installed to help the lower level life forms survive.  Having the stimulus response mechanism allowed the lower level life force to be bypassed in times where the survival of the organism was being immediately threatened. The lower level life force could not respond to a threat to survival fast enough to be effective and rather than give more ability to the lower level life force so that it could respond effectively, the life units chose to install this mechanism instead.  It was designed to operate in precise synchronization with the recording device.   Thus came into being the mind of any organism.

Note: any lower life form is completely STS (service to self). An organism, regardless of how simple or complex, is primarily concerned with survival of self. A mother will instinctively act to protect her young as a means to safeguard the survival of the species but, if worse comes to worse, will flee to protect herself in order to bear offspring another day. If it appears to be and acts to demonstrate beyond an isolated concern for self then know that it is being influenced by a life unit to do so. When life units begin to associate and animate lower life forms these species so influenced suddenly demonstrate concepts of morals, ethics, courage, honor, character, and so on. But the organism operating on its own programs is totally STS.

Life's Creation Increases In Complexity - #28 in the series

I want to return to the entrance and agreement with the lie that life can hurt and be hurt.  I want to describe for you some mechanics that came into play in the game because of this lie.  Almost immediately after this lie regarding life agreeing to be able to hurt and be hurt, the concepts of right and wrong, good and evil, came into being with the concepts of blame, shame and regret not being very far behind.

Life is good.  There is no harm, pain, hurt, bad or evil in life.  Life is inherently and only good.  Life is truth and good is truth.  Any concepts of hurt, bad and evil can only exist because life considers they exist.  The idea that life can hurt life brings forth, for the first time, the manifestation of the concept of something being not good, wrong, bad, evil, etc.  When a life unit is convinced it has hurt something, especially another life unit, the life unit supposedly doing the hurting suddenly mocks-up the feelings of regret and guilt.  Note: the life unit has to mock these feelings up in order for them to be there.  The life unit does not intend to hurt but being convinced that it has hurt now mocks-up feeling bad about having done so.  The life unit doesn’t like this feeling and decides that in order to not hurt again it must reduce its capabilities and withhold itself.  And, as a way of protecting the area from its bad actions, the life unit compels itself to withdraw from the area where it has caused hurt/damage.  Thus, life is protecting that which it has hurt from again being its victim. And this mechanic is exceptionally noteworthy due to the fact that it acts as a particularly powerful self-disabling factor for a life unit to impose upon self that greatly accelerates the life unit’s descent on the dwindling spiral and further and further away from the original game and objective. 

Another mechanic of this that begins to kick in here is that the life unit after being convinced that it can and has caused hurt, damage, disparagement, etc., craves a reason to explain or justify why it has caused this harm. Life wants a way to make this harmful act okay. The life unit considers that if it has a justifiable reason for causing the harm then the action of harming is minimized to the point of actually being an acceptable thing to have done.  Of course, having this justification opens the door for it to be okay for the harmful action to be repeated.  But every time the life unit is convinced it has caused harm it will, despite the justifications, despite how “okay” it all is, reduce its abilities and withdraw, to some degree, from the area.  And here is where the dwindling spiral becomes a steep slide. Here is where the “secrets” start to accumulate and pile up.  And the more secrets the less communication there is and the less communication there is the less life there is. The life unit begins to descend very rapidly.  But rapidly at this level and rapidly at the level where we currently reside are not even comparable.  Also, at this upper level the kinds of harm a life unit can be accused of by another life unit is something along the lines of, “Hey, you just destroyed my entire system of galaxies and all my trillions of lower life form mock-ups!  You have really hurt me!”  And, at this point, the real game was in the action of convincing another life unit that it had hurt you and, at the same time, keeping yourself from being convinced that you had hurt anything. There were no real repercussions. At least as how we would consider repercussions looking at it from our current perspective from where we are on the spiral staircase.

In observing the above mechanics it’s not much of a stretch to see that what would eventually come into being would be a movement for the life units to come to some sort of an agreement amongst themselves delineating what was going to be considered right and what was going to be considered wrong in the game.  And this movement would eventually evolve into the establishment of all manner of moral codes and codes of ethics.  However, at this stage of life’s involvement in the illusion and the introduction of this new lie, there is not a consensus of agreement between all the life units as to what is to be considered right and what is to be considered wrong and when it’s supposed to be considered what.  Thus the game descends into even more complexity.  Life units begin to break off into separate groups, clubs, fraternities, guilds, coalitions, etc., that come up with their own unique set of considerations and agreements on what is right and what is wrong and when it is what it is.  And these considerations and agreements are in a constant state of flux. Also, these agreements vary wildly and widely from group to group and many are in opposition to one another.  So life begins to manifest frequent disagreements with other life that does not agree the way that it does and this set of circumstances just becomes the most recent link of what is a very long chain of odd facets of the primary game of bringing order to chaos.

The Separation from Self as Cause - # 27 in the series

If a life unit constantly wins the game that it is playing the game eventually becomes a no-game condition.  If a life unit constantly loses at the game it is playing then that circumstance will also eventually become a no-game condition. A no-game condition is both undesirable and unacceptable to a life unit.  In either situation, the only answer the life unit will apply to remedy the condition is to further lower its knowingness allowing it to restart the game at a different level (lower level) with the idea that a good game can be played at this level.  What is a good game?  A good game is a game that has the optimum balance between the predictable and the unpredictable elements of the game and presents a sufficient challenge to the life unit where the life unit knows it has a more than good chance of winning but yet is not completely certain of winning.  That’s a good game.  And, by the way, somewhere in there you can also find the root of happiness.

Bringing order to this chaotic illusion proves to be a very difficult objective to the life units (at least they pretend it is) so they begin to ignore that particular objective and start to mock-up all sorts of other good games to play with one another.  They mock up an incredible and immense diversity of galaxies and planetary systems to serve as props for their games. Populating their planets with all manner of life forms becomes the new rage that all the life units get quite vigorous about.  They then animate their mocked-up populations like little boys do with their plastic army men and little girls do with their Barbie dolls.   The life units mock-up incredibly detailed civilizations including architecture, art, culture, social and political systems and getting very detailed as to the types and color combinations of trim on the front porches of the houses and the design of the doorknobs, the style of clothing the life forms wear and even how they wear their hair and so on and so forth.  And then, as part of an agreed upon game, one life unit will have its people attack the mocked-up people of its opponent in the game and vice a versa.  These games become extremely popular among the life units.  In fact, with these really fun games to play the desire or need to sort out the chaos, which is the physical universe becomes less and less. In other words, life begins to get distracted from the original game. The variations on these types of games played by the life units playing with this illusion is enormous and the games get increasingly more complicated, serious and forceful as the life units continue to lower their knowingness in order to be able to have a game.

Note:  I am not making any reference to time as we go through this experience because the lengths of time, in earth terms of time, is so expansive that the numbers would be so unrealistic that they would have no meaning for us.  Just realize that the span of time that we’re going through here, from our point of view and in our terms, is very, very, very, very long.

Well, this type of game activity goes on and goes on and goes on some more then something incredibly harmful occurs in the illusion that is comparable to strapping rocket engines, which are blasting their full force, onto a plane that is already in a free fall.  The dwindling spiral greatly tightens its spirals with the addition of this new lie entered into the illusion.

Until this point in the illusion, every single life unit in the overall game maintained a level of responsibility where they fully knew they were being one hundred percent cause for everything they and every other life unit was experiencing. In other words, they knew that they were the source of all and they fully knew that they were engaged in a game of pretense.  They fully knew they were playing in an illusion that was of their own creation and being an illusion they knew it was not truth.  It was their product and they were, one for one, quite proud of this creation of theirs. They were also fully aware of a constant and consecutive self-imposed reduction of knowingness that they could undo whenever they intended.  But this new lie added into the illusion began to rapidly change all of that.

A life unit is eternal.  It is infinity.  It is impossible to hurt or destroy or in anyway disparage a life unit.  But the life unit, as itself, is capable of assuming any point of view and is also capable of being, doing or having absolutely anything it intends.  Another way to look at it would be to say that life has the ability to be the complete effect of its own cause and be fully aware of what is going on and how.  But life had entered onto a descending path where it constantly was lowering its knowingness and understanding in order to continue having a good game and, even though life had an awareness of this condition, maybe that’s why life so readily went into agreement with the absurd notion that it could hurt another life unit and other life units could hurt it.  It was just looked at as another element of the game that could be undone at anytime.

Well, whatever the reason this notion came into being and regardless of how it much it might have seemed like a good idea at the time, it did not play out to be a good idea at all.  In fact, it became the booby-trap that gave life a one-way ticket DOWN in the dwindling spiral.  And not long after the full acceptance of this idea there came one bad idea (lie) after another.  Life was acting like a drowning man who kept asking that he be given another concrete block to hold onto.  And every time he asked for it he got it.  And as he descended the games began to get increasingly more uncomfortable, more solid, more complicated, more forceful and more serious.  The games began to cease being recognized as the illusions they were and began to be considered as being real.  But the drowning man had reduced his knowingness, his perception and his understanding to such a degree that he was no longer aware that he was the one who was both requesting and delivering himself the blocks.  He began to pretend that someone else was doing this to him.  He invested himself so fully into this pretense that he new that someone or something else was the cause that was responsible for his condition at which point the illusion became his very real eternity.  And he found himself quite trapped in his own creation.

Do you see the irony here?  The illusion, which we know as the physical universe of matter, energy, space and time comes into being.  This universe is a chaotic and confused universe that was preceded by a state of orderly creation.  And in being an illusion it is a lie and because it is a lie it has persistence.  If you could assign a purpose to an illusion the fundamental purpose of this particular illusion would be to bring chaos to order. Or, another way to put it would be, to make nothing out of something.  Life, on the other hand, looks upon this illusion as a very wonderful creation that offers a plethora of game opportunities including the primary game objective of bringing order to the chaos, or, to make a something out of this nothing.  And so the contest between life and life’s created illusion i.e., the physical universe began.  But the surprise is, that all knowing all-powerful life has been on a continuous path of losing in this contest against its own creation.  And that circumstance I see as being incredibly ironic to the point of being a reduction to absurdity.

Adding Time - #26 in the series

This new game proves to be a wonderful game and as it is being played it is constantly being augmented by the life units in their continual creating of new universes that they add to the mix.  Of course, this not only enlarges the illusion but it also makes the game more complex and difficult to play. The game is great fun and all the life units involved are having a marvelous time. Then someone has another bright idea (and gets complete agreement) to add a new component to the universe and this particular component, at a certain stage of the game, generates a very detrimental effect.  The new component is time and it’s made retroactive to the beginning of this new collective universe.

Time proves to be the ne plus ultra of lies.  It is the ultimate arbitrary illusion within the illusion.  By adding the illusion of time to the overall illusion a life unit, in order to duplicate, its own unique illusion, now has to, not only reassemble every single particle of energy, matter and space, but has to reassemble every single particle of energy, matter and space in its own exact moment of time of creation.  And if the exact time is not included, the illusion cannot be unmocked and will therefore continue to persist.

Note: There is another factor regarding the new universe that I want to mention to you but I will not be going into great detail about it. But I do want to register it at this time.

This new universe illusion is contained in its own space. But, as you might imagine with a universe that is essentially a composite of trillions and trillions of independent universes, it has many other manifestations of space, matter, energy and time within it. In the woof and warp of its fabric, this universe has many, many, many layers of independent frequencies that are in and of themselves unique arrangements of physical space, energy, matter and time i.e., unique universes. You could compare these to radio frequencies where by adjusting the receiver on your radio or television set, you are able to tune in different broadcasts that exist simultaneously but separately from one another by way of being on different modulations of carrier waves within the same overall space but not the same exact space.

As a side note: In the physical universe illusion it is a law that no two things can occupy the exact same location in space and time (and therein that simple little law, my friend, is the secret to how the life units will eventually come to unmock the physical universe illusion and win the game).

Sometimes with radio signals, when conditions are just right but wrong, one frequency will somehow intertwine with another and cause a disturbance. For usually just a moment or two, the listener and/or viewer will be able to see and/or hear two different broadcasts that are overlapping in the same unit of time. This phenomenon also occurs in regards to random universes, which exist on different frequencies, when they momentarily intertwine and overlap with our universe on its particular frequency or ours does so on some other universe frequency. This circumstance, occurring over the millennia, has been a source of inspiration for stories of fairies, goblins, leprechauns, hobbits, giants, and many, many more “fantasies” and horrible monsters, horrible places and remarkable beings and places as well that, as of yet, have never shown up in print or film. These frequencies have also been mistakenly referred to as being different dimensions such as the fourth, fifth, sixth and so on dimension. And they have been referred to as parallel universes but what they actually are is random unique universes with their own unique laws existing within the Grand Illusion as unique independent frequencies. Just like life exists and operates on this specific frequency, so it is doing on myriads squared of other frequencies within the same illusion. This means that it is totally possible that a life unit could be simultaneously playing games within a variety of universe frequencies and might very well be doing so.

The New Game - #25 in the series

Okay, here is where something very creative happens.  It is a finite cycle.  It has a start, middle and an end.  A life unit has a bright idea that gets instantaneous agreement from all of the other life units in our Dixie cup sample. In fact, the idea is so appealing that many life units outside our sample decide to join in. The idea is that any life units who want to play in this game agree to simultaneously "scoop" up their created universes and at the exact same moment (they create a temporary shared time for this), hurl their universes into a catch space that has been collectively created to receive all of the life units' universe illusions.

And so it is done.  And it is done with unbelievable force, intention and joy.

You might be wondering why in the heck life would decide to do such a thing.  The answer is simple.  For life this is just another activity of creating a new game. There’s no more significance to it than that.

We're probably all familiar with "The Big Bang" theory as to how our physical universe came into being but the current theory is tremendously off the mark!  However, there is obviously some long gone distant, distant miniscule bit of knowing regarding the origin of this particular game that is bleeding through and that's why there is such wide acceptance for this theory.

Imagine trillions upon trillions upon trillions of universes, each one different from the others, each one having its own creator and peculiar arrangement of space, simultaneously colliding in a single space.  Well, that’s as close as I can get to showing you how the physical universe that we so closely associate with came into existence.  But remember, it is only an illusion that has been brought into existence by life because life intended it to be.  And in being an illusion, it is not truth.  It is a lie.  And because it is a lie it persists.
 
Of course, this newly created universe is the epitome of chaos and confusion.  And that’s just the way life intended it.  That was a big part of the bright idea!

Prior to the confusion life was conducting an orderly state of play and there was a differentiation between the creator of one universe to that of another.  In other words there was a state of knowing prior to the confusion.  The collision of the universes brings about an intended state of unknowing.  And as life emerges out of the confusion it must again know (remember, in order for life to be confused it had to first create such a thing as confusion then agree to be the effect of it).  But this level of knowing is on a lower level than that prior to the confusion.  In any case, to reiterate, this event marks the creation of the beginning of the physical universe i.e., the great illusion.

Now, take a moment and recall your basketball mock-up. Recall the space where you mocked-up your basketball.  Good.  That space, the basketball and everything else in that space is yours.  It is your universe and you control it.  So imagine being in a space that is not yours.  Imagine that any energy or any matter that happens to be in the space is not at all familiar to you.  It’s not familiar because it’s not yours and you cannot control it.  This space, energy and matter does not respond to your commands.  And, as hard as you might try, you cannot make it go away.  You cannot unmock it.  This situation is the situation each life unit finds itself in after the “great collision.”  They are in a space where there is matter and there is energy but it is not their space, it is not their matter and it is not their energy.  Although their created universe is thoroughly enmeshed in this new universe, it is nowhere to be perceived.  This new universe is a chaotic confused illusion and it is in a state of continuous persistence.  And the life units, one and all, are thrilled by this new unpredictable set of circumstances.  It is a fantastic illusion and a great new game! 

Note:  I will be frequently referring to life as we go on in this mock-up.  The life, as a whole, or a life unit or life units that are part of this whole is referencing the quantity of life that we scooped up in our little Dixie cup sample and any others that decided to join their illusions into the great collision.  While all of life is quite aware of what is happening here, it is only this incredibly microscopic fraction of life that is directly involved with this particular illusion.

The new game’s goal becomes: Bring order to the chaos.  And the way that will be done is by each life unit locating every single particle of energy, matter and space that is their own illusion and then reassembling it to be EXACTLY like it was prior to the creation of the game. Of course, their own illusion is now scattered throughout this new universe and mixed up with every other life unit’s unique illusion. So, even for a life unit, this task is not going to be any piece of cake. The life units are not approaching solving this problem by focusing their attention on the confusion but by focusing their attention on the order that existed prior to the confusion. If they were to focus on the confusion they would just bring into existence a greater quantity of confusion.

Okay. Let’s look at this game a little closer but in a different way.  So we’ve got this scene of trillions upon trillions of unique and independent universes (represented as being sets of marbles) coming together in a forceful collision.  Well, if you will, imagine that there’s this huge front-end loader (a big tractor with a scoop/bucket on the front of it) that begins to go around and scoop up gobs and gobs of marble sets and when its bucket is brimming with marbles it goes and dumps them into this gigantic hoper (a big coned shaped box).  The front-end loader is relentless in its task and doesn’t stop until every last one of the marbles has been dropped into the hoper.  The hoper feeds the marbles into a gargantuan two-stage marble crusher and as the hoper’s chute doors are opened the marbles begin to gush down into the grinding jaws of the crusher.  The miniscule marble fragments leave the first stage of the crusher and enter the pulverizer from which they exit as microscopic grains of powder even finer than that of baking powder.  The powder is then scattered, like a plane dusting a farmer’s crop, throughout every square inch of space created for the new universe. Now that’s going to take some sorting out! What a game the life units have created for themselves!!!

Everything in this new universe (illusion) is in a constant state of motion.

Now that you have this image of how fantastically fractionalized, disbursed and confused the components of these universes are, I will reiterate what the game is.  The basic game is for each unit of life to locate all the particles of their universe and reassemble them into the exact universe they were prior to hurling them into one another.  As impossible as this sounds, it would not even take the slightest bit of effort from life to put it all back just like it was.  But that would not be a game.  So life reduces its knowingness to a point where there exists an enormity of unpredictable variables and the task of finding and reassembling one’s own universe is a problem of comparable magnitude to the ability of the life unit.

Note: You might be wondering what will happen once the life units have reassembled their unique universes. Well, at that precise instant of exact reassembly, the illusion ceases to exist. Game over! On to the next game…

The Dixie Cup - #24 in the series

In this ocean of life we have mocked-up let’s take a little Dixie Cup, the size used for something like mouthwash, dip it into this ocean and fill it to the brim with life.  Now let’s zoom in and take a look at our sample to see if we can tell what life is doing.  What we see is life doing what life does best and that is creating.  Life is creation.  What is creation?  Well, creation is the action of bringing something into existence.  It is the action of making something out of nothing and that happens to be the greatest joy of life.

As we zoom in to get a closer look at a unit of life we see that this particular entity is mocking up a universe and from our perspective it is a very odd universe.  It is all blue, or at the least, a multitude of blue harmonics.  There are many unidentifiable forms in this universe. Some appear to have substance and some do not seem to have any substance at all yet still appear to possess a form.  Some things are in motion while many things are completely still.  There is no sound in this particular universe and there is no time here either.  It is very strange indeed.

We zoom out and away from this life unit and then zoom into to observe another individual unit of life then another and another and so on.  Every individual unit of life we look in on is doing the same thing i.e., creating its own unique universe (illusion) or in some cases it‘s not universe, it‘s universes.  And we notice that each universe that is being created has three fundamental components.  These are: energy, matter and space.  And what we see is being done with these three components boggles our minds.  The only word we have for what we are seeing is the word, impossible!  However, having said that, all we have to do in order to have any one of these illusions become our personal reality is to simply agree with it. To whatever degree we agree with it, to that degree it becomes real to us. As has been mentioned previously, the basis of reality is agreement.

Note: In present time on Earth we have the science of physics, nuclear physics, quantum physics, etc., to assist us in understanding and working within the physical universe of matter, energy, space and time including its laws and functions.  If the finite science of physics as a whole were represented by the distance from the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco, California to the beeches of Miami, Florida; in relation to our current understanding of matter, energy, space and time ie., physics; we  haven't even gotten ourselves out of California yet.


Something is going to happen very soon with the life that we earlier scooped up in our little Dixie Cup and I think that if we assume a different point of view, by way of creating an additional mock-up, we will be able to have a better understanding of what happens.  So, if you don't mind, mock-up a very tall observation tower like those once constructed for the forest rangers so they could see far and wide to spot fires. Only, make this tower at least three times as tall as any of those towers you may have seen. Now, put this observation tower on top of a very tall mountain then assume a point of view looking out from the uppermost observation platform on your tower where you have a 360-degree view. Make the mountain that your tower is on the only point of any elevation within the space it occupies.  In other words, all the land around your mountain, in any direction and as far as the eye can see, is completely flat and void of any forms or any life but, we're going to very quickly change that.  We’re going to change that by jam packing this void of flatness full with enthusiastic, energetic and wildly animated children that are having a wonderful time playing with one another. And there are trillions of trillions of trillions of children to the nth power.  If you bothered to add sound to your mock-up you will probably want to quickly mute it or just unmock the audio altogether because the blast of sound, that will hit you will be tantamount to the force generated by an atomic explosion. Ir is the unbearable roar of raw creation in the absence of any restrictions or inhibitions.  This is how life looks in its native state.

Each and every child in this space is actively creating its own unique universe.  They have brought energy, matter and space into existence and are arranging those components in myriad ways and they have no limits as to quantity, or for that matter, anything else.  They are sharing their universes with one another and they are having a fantastic time!  This is what life has.

Life loves to play games but in its native state it is impossible to have a game as life is All-Knowing.  If one knows everything that will happen, one cannot have an opponent.  And one cannot have the excitement of the unpredictable or experience the possibility of defeat.  And in order to have a game, an opponent and a degree of unpredictability are necessary components.  So what can life do to have a game? Well, what life does to handle this All-Knowing state is, it simply reduces its knowingness (puts blinders up so to speak) so that it can have an opponent and not know what the opponent is going to do.  In this way it is possible for life to have a game.

Note: I am unable to describe even the most simple of the games played by life at this level. As hard as I might try to find some, there are not even any lies that I can think of to tell you that would even get you close to seeing what is being created here. However, if you look into this area on your own you might activate some of your own knowingness about these games. After all we used to play many a game on this upper level of awareness. But, I remind you, this is the space outside. And, as mentioned earlier, it is not even a space and, it is where memories were not made because memories were not needed. Memories (recordings) were not needed because everything was known and everything was in the NOW.. 

As you look out from your observation tower and see this wonderful sight of creation before you, I’d like you to modify your mock-up just a bit so that each child is now playing with a set of marbles, and these marbles represent their created universes and are, of course, unique to them.  Now if you’re looking at these marbles from a distance they all look to be pretty much the same.  The similarities, from a great distance, certainly overwhelm any differences.  But if you assume a viewpoint that is much closer to the marbles, the more differences you will see.  And the closer you zoom in to examine each set of marbles you will come to a point where the differences completely overwhelm any similarities.  Even with all of these universes being simultaneously created, each kid remains in complete and knowing control of their own unique universe.  Also, they are aware of every other universe being created by every other kid including all children outside of our Dixie cup sample. And try as you might, you are not going to be able to easily get your wits wrapped around that one. Note: we’re now moving away from using kids and children as a reference and going back to using the term life units again.

Lying To Get To The Truth - #23 in the series

For this moment, in order to put some substance to this universe of no substance, I would like for you to mock-up this universe as being an infinite ocean of water that is completely around you in all three hundred and sixty degrees.  This ocean is a single body of water that goes on and on and on, in all directions, forever and ever. There is no center and there are no edges or levels. It is a single living entity and it is completely aware of being aware.  This living entity is fully and completely aware of its infinity and is fully and completely aware of that awareness.

If you alter your point of view within this ocean of infinity you will discover that it is composed of incredibly tiny individual molecules.  Each separate molecule, which from now on we’ll call a life unit, shares many identical characteristics with every other life unit that together compose this infinite ocean entity.  However, each single life unit has uniqueness peculiar to it and it alone.  In other words, each unit has its own unique identity, unique will, unique basic personality and is a single unit (individual) of infinite consciousness that is an integral part of the whole.
 
Every life unit in this infinite ocean entity is fully and completely aware of every other life unit as being an individual unit of a more expansive entity.  This includes having the complete awareness of every other life unit and being fully aware of having that awareness.  Also, each life unit has the full and complete awareness of the whole ocean entity as being the whole ocean entity, as well as, a full and complete awareness of any myriad of combined life units (groups) that have come together to represent and be a single unique composite identity.  Note: the divisions and subdivisions, groupings and combinations among the life units are, as you can imagine, completely without limitation.

Okay. So we now have ourselves a mocked-up image of this universe we’re putting our attention on.  Now, delete the mass of water without deleting any of the units of awareness.  Ah yes.  That’s better.  That’s a better lie.  That’s a little closer to a true perception of life.

It’s occurring to me that you may be somewhat puzzled by my continual reference to lies and using lies to take you closer to a perception of truth.  Let me attempt to clarify that issue.

This universe that we’re mocking up, which I refer to as life, is void of everything and anything that we have come to know and agree or disagree with.  In other words, this universe is completely void of matter, energy, space and time (the component parts of our shared physical universe).  Admittedly, that concept is very difficult for us, in our present condition, to get our wits around.  In fact, at this point in time, we can’t really even get close to doing so even if we think we can. But I digress.  Anyway, life is truth.  Life is actuality.  But this harmonic of truth and actuality in this universe (being outside of the apparent universal space) is an awareness or, more accurately, a knowingness.  In other words, it is not something you see.  If you think you see it (in some physical sense), it is not truth you are seeing but an illusion.  Truth does not persist long enough for you to see it because truth (actuality) is simultaneously both creation and destruction in the NOW.  The illusion, though, being a lie, will persist and can be perceived and agreed with and can become a being’s reality.

Everything emanates from life.  Life has a limitless ability to mock-up anything and everything it intends in any way it intends. That is to say that life has a limitless ability to create illusions. When life mocks something up to view and for other life to view (remember all life is aware of all life and what all of life is doing) then that mock-up, that illusion, if agreed upon, becomes reality beyond its source.  But the illusion is an illusion and is not truth.  It may be real but it is a lie.  And the only way something can be continuously viewed (persist), as an observable tangible thing in this universe called life, is if it is a lie - the more lies there are about something the greater its persistence. Yes, that would mean that our shared physical universe is a lie. It is an illusion. To see some of your own illusions that you are creating, look at your life.  If you have an unwanted condition that continues to persist, you can be sure that this condition is composed of numerous lies.  When you accurately spot the lies and the exact source of the lies (the exact moment in time and space when the lie was created) the unwanted condition will vanish.  It might have been very real but it was never the truth.  Knowing the truth unmocks the lies.

What is a lie?  A lie is an alteration.  It is saying that something is, which isn’t or saying that something that does exist doesn’t exist or any infinite number of variables of alterations one can mock-up.

The Space Outside - We Have Arrived! #22 in the series

Here is where it gets exceptionally tricky for me as your guide.  I want to show you something that is impossible to show you.  We are going to attempt to leave a nothing that we are convinced is a never ending something and go to an actual something, which is truly infinite; yet we perceive it as a nothing.  Because there are no words that can come even close to symbolizing what we’re attempting to approach, I will use common words to describe uncommon things.  Essentially I am going to use a string of lies to get you as close to a perception of truth as I can.  I know.  It sounds crazy.

Through my words I am going to provide you with a light sketch of a particular scene.  To these sketches, you will have to add the dimension, color, sound, texture, etcetera. I assume that you will do so with concepts and images that are familiar to you, but I do encourage you to keep an eye out for any new unfamiliar images that happen to appear on the scene.  I have a feeling that, particularly at this stage of our journey, some might just show up.

We are now going to mock-up a universe.  We are going to begin with getting a sense of what is not in this universe and then see how it goes from there.

In this universe we are mocking up there is no matter.  There is no motion.  There is no space. There is no location.  There is no dimension.  There is no distance. There is no light.  There is no dark.  There is no wavelength.  There is no sound.  There is no form. There is no smell. There is no fast.  There is no slow. There is no energy.  There is no big.  There is no small.  There is no taste. There is no evil.  There is no sensation. There is no age. There are no numbers. There is no game. There is no start.  There is no end.

I realize that per this description you could easily assume that the universe we are mocking up is nothing but a void, but I assure you, this universe is most definitely not a void. This universe IS the space outside. The irony is, that once you’ve entered the space outside you are no longer in a space. Indeed, rather than to state that we have emerged into the space outside it would be more accurate to state, that we are now outside of space. And because we are outside of space we no longer have any location. We just ARE. We exist as a CAUSE, as a SOURCE, as a CONSCIOUSNOUS, as a ONE.

Before we continue I want to encourage you to just stop right here and take some time to stretch out your imagination as far as you possibly can and try to get some kind of feel for this universe.  Take some time and really mock this universe up. Take as long as you need.  There is no hurry. The next paragraph will wait patiently for as long as you need.

There are a few words that I am familiar with, which I have chosen to use in order to label this universe.  And though the concepts these words and phrases symbolize are so utterly and significantly less than adequate for this universe, they are the best lies I can find in the English language.  In no particular order, these words are; eternity, infinity, source, that which is aware of being aware, cause, truth, love, creation, serenity of being, integrity, actuality, élan vital, God, thought and my favorite - life.  There is another word and that is the word, home. And I suspect that you might know of or have other words that you would choose to represent this universe.

You see this universe we have begun to mock-up is actually our universe. It is our home. We can never go here because we are, in fact, always here and have never really left.  But this is a universe where there is no here or there. It is actually much more accurate to state that we ARE this universe.  It is not a separate thing from us.  It is you, it is I and it is we and we are it.  The universe that I like to call life is indeed a true static. 

And it is here, where there is no here, where our game begins.  But, I’m getting ahead of myself.

PART II - The Spiral Staircase - #21 in the series

We are now, both in time and space…very, very, very far away from The Confederation. Indeed, as we emerge from this rabbit hole we are brushing up against the space outside. We are brushing up against actuality.
 
The Spiral Staircase

Every single person is holding a position on hers or his very own spiral staircase which is peculiar to them.  Every family, every group of any kind, every fragment of any civilization, and the entire population as a whole are also positioned at some point on their own spiral staircase. And, all of these spiral staircases are intertwined. We’re all there in the mix somewhere as is the entire physical universe.

If you could look up from the step you are standing on your spiral staircase just goes up and up and up until it eventually disappears.  And if you could look down the staircase it would continue downward until it became a tiny speck then it would also disappear out of sight. So the first thing we discover is that one of the concepts the spiral staircase represents is infinity.  We also see that as the staircase goes higher the steps get progressively larger and less dense and as it goes lower the steps get progressively smaller and more condensed. Thus, it is both an expanding and a dwindling spiral staircase. So, its shape is actually that of a cone.

Now imagine that you are not on the staircase.  You are backed away from it a considerable distance.  In fact you are backed away so far that you are only seeing the staircase as being a thin vertical line with no apparent beginning or end. You cannot see a top or a bottom to this line.  But, as the line goes up it gets increasingly broader and seemingly translucent and as it goes down it gets increasingly thinner and darker.  You start to slowly move closer and before long you’re close enough to make out that this line is not exactly a straight line.  You are now close enough to distinguish that the line is actually a cone shaped spiral. You continue to go closer.  Finally you’re close enough to actually see that spiral is composed of seemingly never ending steps.  You move even closer and as you get really close to one of the steps, so close that the rest of the staircase disappears from view, you see that there is now another endless vertical line in front of you.  You don’t stop but continue zooming in closer and closer towards the line. As you do you once again discover the spiral in the line followed by the view of steps.  You go closer and very quickly find yourself on a duplicate step to the previous one and once again, you’re looking at another line.  You hesitate for a moment then stop.  You start to ponder the meaning of the phenomena you’re experiencing.  You wonder what will happen if you keep moving in closer.  What will you find?  Will there be yet another line that is really a spiral too?  What could possibly be at the end of this?  And then there’s the really important question, if you keep going forward will you be able to return to where you started?

The questions begin to gnaw away at you. The next thing you become aware of is that you have hesitated too long and have fallen into the maybe trap where decisions are nonexistent. You are now stuck in a state of limbo without motion or direction. You observe time and events moving past you as if you weren’t even there. Then something happens.  A whisper of intention floats by and you latch onto it with a death grip.  Without any delay whatsoever you make a decision! Voila! You have freed yourself from the maybe trap.  You’re now out and fluid again.

You muster up some courage and allow your adventuresome spirit to once again take the reins.  You decide to push on and see just how far this strange phenomenon will take you.  You continue moving closer to what is ever in front of you and as you do the bewildering phenomenon just keeps repeating itself over and over and over, again and again and again. Myriad of repetitions later you arrive at a step and there is no other line to be seen.  But the question now looms, where have you arrived?  And will you be able to find your path back the way you came in?

You are now standing on a single step.  You see no other step anywhere.  There’s just the one you’re on but you vaguely sense another step above this one and the more you adjust your perceptions you begin to see other steps just below.  But as one perception expands another fades.  You are unable to see from where you have journeyed.  In fact, you have no recollection of ever having been anywhere prior to where you are now. This is it. You are now located at your awareness level on a spiral staircase within a spiral staircase within a spiral staircase and so on and so on seemingly forever and ever.  Evidently you are located somewhere within eternity.
 
From your position on this step i.e., your level of awareness, is from where you perceive, create and live your life.  Your reality of your environment, the world and the universe is all contained right here on this step.  What is real to you, what is true for you is manifest for you by way of your agreements.  In other words, what is real for you is what you agree is real for you.  What is true for you is what you agree to be true for you.  And what you do or don’t do, what you perceive or don’t perceive, what you believe or don’t believe is completely determined and limited by your agreements. In other words, and more specifically, your decisions.
 
You are not alone.

Remember, you are on one step on a staircase of infinite steps.  There are many, many steps above and below you but those that are above, except for possibly the next step up, exist outside of your level of awareness.  The few steps that you are aware of that exist below yours are steps you have no desire or wish to even visit.  But as you look down you recognize people that you once used to know.  You see some old friends standing a few steps down and feel a pang of sadness drift into your space as the memories of a past time spent with those people parade by in front of you.

Occasionally, unknown circumstances will catapult someone briefly up to a higher step not ever even envisioned. When this event actually happens to someone and then they later return to “reality” where they feel obligated to share their experience, it is not uncommon for them to come face-to-face with ridicule from others. They have moved out of the accepted levels of group agreement.  Their reality is no longer the agreed upon reality and that immediately sets them apart making them undesirable and sometimes even considered dangerous to associate or communicate with.  Or, they become very attractive to a small percentage of others that hang on their every word and will do anything they are told to do by the person.  In other words, in the extreme, they can become cult leaders. 

Note: On occasion a life unit, for whatever reason, will have the experience where its lower mind backs off far away from its vicinity and during this time is not exerting its negative influences upon the life unit, the life unit’s higher mind or the life unit’s organism.  In that finite period of time the life unit will perhaps suddenly find itself once again in possession of surprising “supernatural” abilities or will experience life altering changes of perception (epiphanies) that are usually categorized as being religious experiences.  These moments might only exist for seconds or might last throughout an entire lifetime of the identity one is temporarily being. 

On every spiral staircase including every spiral staircase within every spiral staircase within infinity and awareness, there is a very thin line of demarcation. Above the line of demarcation there is awareness and degrees of more and more awareness.  Below the line is unawareness and degrees of less and less awareness.  There are no absolutes on any part of this staircase.
 
The population on planet earth has always fluctuated only slightly between an incredibly small grouping of little steps on our collective staircase.  But, in this place and time, remains well below any line of demarcation. In other words, the population of planet earth has been pretty much “fixed” in a state of unknowing unconscious both spiritually and mentally.

There is more data to explore but we will now move on and possibly return to this mock-up later.

Checkmate... - #20 in the series

Bob pulled his attention out of his memory bank files and back into present time. He now focused his full attention onto the disseminator ship headed for the very, very remote little planet located way out on the rim of a small galaxy.

         
The cargo of this ship was a vast assortment of devices that were calibrated to frequencies that made them invisible to the prisoners on the planet.  The devices were in many different forms.  Some looked just like a book, some were exact copies of various familiar insects, some looked like rodents, some were boxes, some were spheres and so on and so forth.  If someone did happen across one of these devices and was able to see it then that meant that the person was emanating the same frequency of vibration as that of the device.  The fact that the prisoner was emanating this particular frequency revealed that the person was experiencing memory leakage of a specific kind.  The devices were calibrated to a multitude of different frequencies that scanned the environment for a frequency that duplicated that of the device.  When a match was found, the device would put itself in the path of the person.  The person would see it, have his or her attention compelled to lock onto the device and pick it up.  At this point, depending on the type of leakage, indicated by the frequency, the devices were programmed to do many different things.  One thing, though, that all the devices had in common was that once picked up, the device would go into a period of standby for various periods of time depending on how the device was programmed.  The purpose of this was to give the target time enough to locate other similar prisoners.  It was typical that prisoners that would begin to experience memory leakage would be drawn to others having the same type of leakage.  Their like frequencies would draw them together but without any awareness of the fact on their part. They just knew that they enjoyed being around one another.  Anyway, after a certain period of time when others, if there were others, came on the scene, the device would activate.  Of course, if there were others, they would be compelled to touch the device at which time the device made a recording of their unique identifying wavelength.

The devices did different things when they activated.  The one thing that they all did was emanate a specialized frequency of energy that would seal the leakage and basically act as a booster blast for the amnesia. But beyond this basic function there were devices with "accessories." For example: Some devices would project angel-like or god-like holograms that would give eloquent speeches and command the people to go off and do all sorts of odd things (many religions came into existence this way.  In fact, there are a few of these guys who have programs on present time TV.).  Some devices were designed to activate various programs in the lower mind that, until this point in time, had just floated along with the person in an inactivated dormant state.  Now, suddenly, this irrational program is activated and the person abruptly dedicates the rest of their life to discovering the true meaning of the June bug's reproductive cycle, or why chimpanzees are chimpanzees or isolating exactly why mice make a squeaking noise or something of the sort.  Or, worse, the person is suddenly compelled to kill, in a certain manner, any woman that fits an extremely precise profile or some such insanity.  And on and on it goes. 

Then some devices (usually sphere shaped) are programmed to detect and ratify cases of severe memory leakage.  These devices emit an invisible disintegrator wave that completely eradicates, without any visible evidence, the organism of anyone emanating a certain frequency. The device also blacks out the memory of anyone else who happens to be nearby but not manifesting the frequency. After such an occurrence the life units emanating frequencies matching the device suddenly find themselves once again captive at a Dept. of Conformity prison outpost operated by some technicians that are readying themselves to have some sadistic fun with their new arrivals.
 
Back at Bob's house with the group of twenty-nine......

As Bob heard and felt the click from the lever as it locked into its new position, he knew exactly what was going to happen next. Checkmate.

Life Force - #19 in the series

Now this may sound rather idiotic, but a life unit is a unit of life. As covered earlier, life units vary in order of magnitude from one to the next. Life units have x amount of life force in ratio to their own unique order of magnitude. Again, here’s a quantitative factor in regards to a life unit. When a life unit collides with the physical universe, while operating an organism, there is a degree of confusion that occurs. And, as we have discussed, the lower mind is brought online in these moments of impact, pain and unconsciousness so that everything that occurs during these incidents is recorded. But something else also happens during these finite moments of pain, unconsciousness and confusion. A degree of the life unit’s life force is somehow trapped and encapsulated within the confused energy of the lower mind and is held captive there in a unrelenting state of turbulence. This particular mechanic, of course, reduces the amount of life force that is available to the life unit. In effect this occurrence reduces the rational capability, intelligence and power of the life unit and the life unit is now predisposed to think and behave irrationally.

Well, as mentioned earlier, the life units have had minds for a very, very long time and during the course of this time they have had many, many collisions with the physical universe (such as hitting a hand with a hammer a few trillion times and much, much worse) and with each collision a fraction of confused life force was trapped and held captive by the lower mind. And each time the amount of free and pure life force available to the life unit became, to some degree, less. Thereby reducing the life unit’s abilities of reason and power.

Note: Life force is the essence of a life unit. Essentially the life force IS the life unit. They are one and the same.

As this process continues over time, the amount of trapped life force accumulates. And so long as the amount of free life force is greater than what is trapped the life unit can still hold its position against the irrational influences and commands exerted on it by the irrational mind and keep it held back and contained. However, there comes a time when a point is reached where the amount of free life force is equaled by the amount of trapped life force that is in a state of never ending confusion and agitation. The trapped life force is exerting a force, albeit a highly confused and turbulent force, against the free life force and this force against force, being equal creates a huge standing ridge of energy – and then comes another collision after which the irrational mind takes the upper-hand. This means that the free life force remaining is now in a condition where it can be much more easily overwhelmed, agitated, influenced and commanded via the contents of the recordings stored in the lower mind that are being “switched on” by circumstances in present time that approximate, in some way, the contents of a lower mind recording.

To put this in perspective, imagine the Empire State Building and let’s say that huge structure represents the trapped life force in the lower mind. To represent the amount of free and pure life force remaining, get the mental image of a postage stamp and hold it up next to the Empire State building and there you have a visual ratio between free life force and trapped life force. There isn’t a life unit one known to be in the Confederation, including the bulk of the nonconformists, that isn’t somewhere near this ratio of trapped versus free life force and that’s regardless of the life units order of magnitude. In other words, this ratio is relative to the order of magnitude of the life unit.

In view of the fact that we have been discussing life force, let’s see if we can get ourselves a better perspective regarding the power of free and pure life force. Lets take a life unit on the order of magnitude of a baby mouse. For the purposes of our example, the life force of this very small life unit is still completely free. It does not possess one speck of trapped or turbulent life force. If you were to meet and communicate with this particular life unit you would be one hundred percent certain that you had just been communicating with God Almighty. There is such an enormous quantity of intention, reason, understanding, compassion, love, power, creative force, etc. represented by the free life force of this one small life unit that this life unit, alone, is capable of manifesting an entire duplicate universe of the entire extant physical universe. This should give you an idea of how far down the dwindling spiral the life units have come.

The Dept. of Conformity knew a great deal about the mind and especially the mechanics of the lower mind. As the Confederation always looked at any new information or technology from the viewpoint of, how it could be used to make life more controllable, obedient and subservient i.e., a slave. That crew at the Dept. of Conformity never thought once about trying to repair and rehabilitate a mind. In any case, the research scientists of the dept. had really hit “pay dirt” with their research more than once over the millenniums, and they knew how to use the lower mind against the life unit, the rational mind of the life unit and the organism the life unit was associated with. In other words, they knew exactly how to write the programs and exactly how and when to install them in order to make them extremely effective in controlling life units.